Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are.
I know no matter how much you wait for someone and going to believe that in time that you would be with that person. But no know how much you have to wait or how long you have to wait. If you really them you would think you would just leave that person for good but its really hard for me to leave the person who i thought i have always love in my heart. My heart doesn’t wanted any other guy i know that he the one person i would wait for in a heart beat, or i would even have him hurt me a billion times and i would still wait for him cause i never could find a guy who is going to be like him. I guess its hard to get your heart ache and for someone to live miles and miles away. You wanted to believe in the situation and believe that things will work out for the best but honestly its so hard to believe when you have all the heartache in the world. All i know is that i need to hang on and believe in the best for this relationship or whatever i call it. But all i know is that I guess i’m willing to wait for how long. I know it seems like maybe he might be holding me back in future but i don’t care and i know its crazy but that one of the best thing about falling is love is knowing the unexpected and to see the difference on how one person in the world can change your whole life upside down. I don’t have regret in life and who i choose and who i end up picking in life but he is the most important thing in my life and that is not ever going to change. no matter what happens life i’m just going to pray hard and every single wish on 11:11 on one wish that I always wish for and see that in end one day in time it will come true. Just like a dream or things you wanted will one day come true as long as you believe in life.